You know that feeling that when you feel abandoned from a person who you have tried to be nice and put effort for better relationships.

I do know that is not meant to and it is actually not abandoned but you feel like that!

I am waiting to focus on myself to get over this not good feeling through address this, and where this thing come from, how I accept this and look for a process to get over this.

I am aiming to be a mature adult so let’s try to make a path to solve this.

Where this started from, how did it approach to me, the emotion when I accepted.

’unnecessary over thinking is needed at this moment’ and let’s try to make my brain and heart clean.

It might be just a quick passing feeling like a sneezing.

And if you are stuck this feeling continuously, that (person) is not for you.

bitter medicine, that is a short quick moment, but cure you.

But first of all, let’s sleep well without thinking. And think about this under the sun light tomorrow.